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This Is What They Wanted

Uh, yeah, I spent some time with Ray before he went and I just wanted to say that I think we should all remember that Ray, by the end, he loved Jesus. Now, I know, Liz, there’s no proof for Jesus, but then there’s no proof for lots of things, like science or the stock market and we believe in them. Look, what I’m trying to say is that if I was dying and I decided that even though I’d never particularly been into, say, Enya before but that now I really, really was into Enya and that in fact, I thought Enya was great and that Enya died for our sins and I wanted an Enya themed funeral with pictures of Enya and lots and lots of mentions of Enya, then I think it would be a bit bloody rich for my sister to ban all mention of Enya from my funeral. Yeah?

I Feel So Weird

Feels like I’ve got Depersonalization or something.

Depersonalization (or depersonalisation) is a malfunction or anomaly of the mechanism by which an individual has self-awareness. It is a feeling of watching oneself act, while having no control over a situation. It can be considered desirable, such as in the use of recreational drugs, but it usually refers to the severe form found in anxiety and, in the most intense cases, panic attacks. Sufferers feel they have changed, and the world has become less real, vague, dreamlike, or lacking in significance. It can be a disturbing experience, since many feel that, indeed, they are living in a “dream”.

The symptom of depersonalization is the third most common psychological symptom, after feelings of anxiety and feelings of depression. Depersonalization can also accompany sleep deprivation (often occurring when suffering from jet lag), migraine, obsessive-compulsive disorder, stress, and anxiety; it is a symptom of anxiety disorders, such as panic disorder.

Look At The Moon

and smash it ah what’s going on Mark.

Jez is still in love with Big Suz that’s all I have to say.

GO JOHNSON GO – BACK ME UP CHRIS.

Sit Around

Just want to sit around all the time in my pants and watch horror dvds to review. Call me the Pantless Reviewer. Give me some Xanax powder and shut the door.

Chris where am I, Johnson is on his way to sack me

Laptop Bag Fuck

Yes I said the ‘f’ word. This mainly due to the fact that THE ZIP suddenly won’t close the zipper together and I just GOT IT TODAY!

Anger!!

The Collector Trailer

I know this has been out a while ago in the cinema but it’s still a film I really want to watch.

A man is confronted with a kidnapping situation after he breaks into the home of his employer.

New Laptop Case

I needed a new laptop case that could hold the laptop and various bits and bobs so I picked a class looking one up on ebay, here’s a pic of it I haven’t got it yet but it’s on the way

It was the best image I could find of it but the one I got is lava coloured and not red as below.

Damn Sleep Patterns

I now wake every morning at 4.30am and that’s me awake (I try and force myself asleep but never works) for the day. That’s why I’m zombified throughout the day.

I feel so…strange as well, like I’m not myself – ah well had that yesterday as well so I’ll try not to let it bother me too much. Must be the damn non-XR med I’m on (side effects more than likely).

Good Morning

Hello there good people of the Internet

Relax Superhans

It’s time for Jeremy to get married, and Superhands is about to make his speech, unforunately, nerves got to him, let’s see if he’s ok!